why

This week I went to a funeral and again it reminded me of how short life can be and how death doesn't always come after a long life sometimes its just a huge surprise that sneaks up on you and catches you unaware. Though you may not be ready the end could come tomorrow so whats that mean to me? Well i think that when someone realizes this they just have to make each day count just a little more, squeeze just a few more laughs and good memories into each hour of every day. If I could have one wish right now i would wish for a few days to spend with all my friends a few days to laugh and joke around. Maybe at the beach or another day were we all hang out and make food and play games together like we did that one night. Instead though Im stuck here alone in this house wishing time would fly by till i get to have fun again with that special somone. Times like this make me wonder what could i have done differently to have prevented me from wishing these precious moments away because thats just not right we have so little time you shouldnt have to spend it wishing it would fly by so you can get to the better times.